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Alyssa Mae, 27thJune96
Just another typical girl with insecurities and heartaches. I am a girl who you shouldnt judge due to obvious reasons such as not knowing who i am and what i`ve been through. I have awesome friends and family members. Safe to know that i could atleast trust someone with my life story. I'm proud to be a catholic and i am a firm believer of god.
I am who i am, take it or leave it as it is. Nobody is perfect, that includes me and you.
Pardon me for my moodswings.
Richelle's on 11June2010;1951 :)
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" Like a breeze, you're only here for a moment & will eventually subside "
amcb_27@hotmail.com

Sunday, April 26, 2009

OMG. my music crazy sia. all 0:30 sec de. wth. haiss
meeting ahben kor tmr :D yays. dunno whad to do now sia.
OH SO SIANNN.

should i just end everything right here, right now?
aiya, what am i saying . x.x

AHHH .




if only time stood still,
with you by myside.
Hand in Hand together we gaze at th night sky.
The sweet comforting sound of nature,
surounds us and grips us with its evarlasting love.
The atmosphere leaves us with a light head.
And suddenly you leave me behind,
Our hands losing touch,
The scent of love slowly fading away,
and replacing it is a scent of death , deception, hate,sorrow,jealousy.
Slowly you walk away, behind you is a girl who is counting every step u take to leave.
A girl who loves you.
Cant you see what your doing to her?
its HURT .
if you cant understand its meaning,
look back, think hard on what u have done. reflection is all it takes.
She's losing her mind as it is full of YOUR THOUGHTS.
The sweet memories, Your touch, Your scent.
All that girl can do is look at yesterday, unable to carry on.
Do you want her to suffer so badly?
Dont you even have a heart?
she CARED for you.
she LOVED you.
she gave you her all and this is how you can repay her?
BY HURTING HER.
what utter rubish.
OPEN UR EYES. OPEN YOUR MIND.
if you cant? PLS BANG INTO SOMETHING HARD TO CRACK YOUR HEAD OPEN .
you used to say to her that everything will be fine as long as you two are together.
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rubish
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broken promises,broken dreams,broken love.
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now all she can do is..
smile like nothing's wrong.
talk like everythings perfect.
act as if it is a dream.
and most important of all,
PRETEND he's not hurting her.



just a random post since i very sian xP . AHHH . i going siao siao. someone better prepare for me a room in woodbridge mental hospital x.x . AIYA. i'll end my crappiness here. i wan chat :3 teehees. bb
JIAYOU SGS PEEPS FOR TOMORROW EXAM :DDD . hope to meet up with ALL my gans soon (: LOVE YOU ALLLL. rawrr.

will be MIA-inq once again ): byebye!










-It's referring to you. i hope u realise what you've done to me.
is it so hard to understand?